Today I ordered a drink with my take-out food and it came with a straw. My abuser did something with a straw so it reminded me of that. Usually it doesn’t bother me much because I processed that memory a lot in trauma therapy and it wasn’t as traumatic compared to other things that happened. But today I am just feeling off I guess so it was more bothersome. I still managed to enjoy my meal. It just bothers me that even the things I thought I overcame still get to me sometimes.