Start with therapist again on the 5th Jan. I'm not really sure how all this is going to go. I do want to talk about it all, I really do....I need to.... but it's so hard when I can't say the words and because I'm so in my head about it all! worried about other people finding out, being told I have to name people or that I should be making a report, as well as people not believing me...because then what? If no one believes me about anything? It's not that I'm trying to protect these people, it's that I don't think I'll ever really be ready for all the trouble it would cause if people did find it all out.