I'm so angry at my abuser. It hurts so bad tonight. All I can think about is what she did to me. I want her dead.
she was my f*cking psychiatrist and she kept drugging me up for diagnoses I didn't have so I would be unstable. So I'd have to see her more so she could rape me over and over again
and now I'm so f*cked up as an adult I can't even function. I feel so worthless. The only thing I'm good for is sex just like she told me. And i cant even bring myself to do that cause I'm so f*cking sex repulsed. I hate this.
I just want to rip my skin off. I feel so disgusting. I just want to bathe in acid.
And the worst f*cking part is nobody is ever going to believe me. Nobody is going to take the word of my crazy ass over a respected child psychiatrist and I just feel so damn powerless
I'm sorry I just needed to vent
she was my f*cking psychiatrist and she kept drugging me up for diagnoses I didn't have so I would be unstable. So I'd have to see her more so she could rape me over and over again
and now I'm so f*cked up as an adult I can't even function. I feel so worthless. The only thing I'm good for is sex just like she told me. And i cant even bring myself to do that cause I'm so f*cking sex repulsed. I hate this.
I just want to rip my skin off. I feel so disgusting. I just want to bathe in acid.
And the worst f*cking part is nobody is ever going to believe me. Nobody is going to take the word of my crazy ass over a respected child psychiatrist and I just feel so damn powerless
I'm sorry I just needed to vent