osiris
MyPTSD Pro
Walking into two incredibly busy and stressful weeks at work.
Public presentations coming up and that means long hours and scrutiny. Made worse because my bully will be there, watching and commenting. My whole inner system is swirling in fear at the thought.
Now sat at work in my office considering options, and ending it seems the safest and easiest one. The bigggest stumbling block is finding the time with an expected 11pm finish tonight. I am already exhausted. Hanging on with the tips of my fingernails.
f*ck.
Public presentations coming up and that means long hours and scrutiny. Made worse because my bully will be there, watching and commenting. My whole inner system is swirling in fear at the thought.
Now sat at work in my office considering options, and ending it seems the safest and easiest one. The bigggest stumbling block is finding the time with an expected 11pm finish tonight. I am already exhausted. Hanging on with the tips of my fingernails.
f*ck.