Super Sad. Feeling Like A Dark Hole

[sonicwhite]

K, well I have been dabbling in a addiction that I got away from ten years ago. I get out more. I don't just stay home. But the ppl I hang around could turn on me at any moment. Idk what to do anymore. I thought maybe finding someone to love would fill that emptiness. It seems like I got away from God too. I know realize that not even a gf can fill this hole. My life is a mess. I gave up fighting the nightmares and just absorb them. I no longer care to be with anyone. I had and gave so much just to be happy but happiness never found me. Oh well. I will see where this road takes me and go from there.

 

[shimmerz]

(((((((((Sonic))))))))) It sounds like things are pretty rough for you right now. I am so very sorry. I am with you in spirit my friend. I know it doesn't help much, but I am sending you good and warm thoughts. :hug:

 

[sonicwhite]

Thank you much shimmerz!

 

[shimmerz]

Healing from this is not done via a straight trajectory. Forgive your mistakes and be kind to you.