I see allot of similar threads that are quite unique to childhood trauma and military as well, I've been through both. I have gained a tremendous amount of clarity now that I have experienced cognitive behavioral therapy related to PTSD as a combat medic. I'm just now discovering why I have the habits and attributes that I do. I've been living with childhood abuse for decades. I really hope to share my experiences with several others and hope that I can help out as much as I can. I'm 52 and a good listener. It will only get better!!! If I can get through this, you can as well!!