LilyRose
MyPTSD Pro
I've been working on being honest with people about how i feel.... i was doing oke with very limited people. But i am noticing that they can't handle it either. They don't know what to say or do and then are worried i might act on my feelings even if i don't say anything about wanting or doing something stupid.
Now i am not sure what to do... should i shut up again and tell nobody? Or keep talking but knowing they can't do shit about it? I would never hold anyone else responsible for what i do no matter what state i'm in... only i can do something about it and only i am responsible for it. So why should i keep hurting others with letting them worry and not being able to understand or do anything. I feel guilty about it. I know how it is on the other side of it.
I am scared of myself.
Now i am not sure what to do... should i shut up again and tell nobody? Or keep talking but knowing they can't do shit about it? I would never hold anyone else responsible for what i do no matter what state i'm in... only i can do something about it and only i am responsible for it. So why should i keep hurting others with letting them worry and not being able to understand or do anything. I feel guilty about it. I know how it is on the other side of it.
I am scared of myself.