Teasel's Diary

[Teasel]

Wondering where I went. Feeling shame over being so diminished.
It helps to remember this could be temporary.

 

[barefoot]

Ah right, good good

Mix of laid back / wistful / quirky / folk / pop / classical / ballards / world music / hip hop / reggae, some acoustic guitars n piano n beautiful voices

This one I first heard on classic fm and noticed a profound relaxation and actually managed to remember it's title so I could find it.

Down by the Salley Gardens
Barrie Douglas

Sorry for delayed reply - haven't really been on much til today. That's a lovely piece of music. I haven't heard it before. Though, I have to admit, for me personally, when I need calming/soothing music, slow music feels almost unbearable to listen to. I'm currently blasting techno trance and letting it wash over me. For some reason, I find it calming! I think it's maybe the repetitive, hypnotic elements...

Sorry you're feeling shame today. I think I also understand some sense of 'wondering where you went.' Hoping this will pass for you soon.

 

[Movingforward10]

Thinking of you @Teasel

 

[Teasel]

I had a good day 🙂

 

[Freddyt]

I had a good day 🙂

Yeah!!!🎉😊

 

[Teasel]

I had a few days which were better than of late. And I have made a friend. Which is so good. 😊

But am often finding myself feeling my life is fairly meaningless. It is painful. Recent months really knocked me down. Feeling unworthy to post here. Struggling with often just not wanting to do anything. I'm so tired.

 

[Tinyflame]

I get it @Teasel , feel the same about myself and posting here. No wise words, just to say I love you. And you being here and 'here' has loads of meaning for me. Big Hugs for you xoxox.

 

[Teasel]

Thank you @Tinyflame Made me cry, in a good way. So much caring back at you ❤️