Thank You For The Support

[LoveHimThroughIt]

I am by no means done with you guys, but I did want to say thanks. These past two months have been the craziest rollercoaster of emotions I have ever gone through.

August was intensely emotional from a romantic/connective perspective. It was full of open communication and strong foundation building.

Then came September. The brakes. The halt. The full stop. I had to learn to push the pause button when what I was really feeling was this:

I want it all, I want it now, I want it done. And done right. Immediately. In my heart & mind, what doesn't come together all at once? Will never happen. It will always be this way. There is a huge immediacy in tackling everything all at once. When really? All that's doing is putting impossible pressure on a structure that doesn't have the proper support.

That is how I've been feeling too! I always give 150% and I expect the same of others. I went from getting that to almost nothing and I didn't know how to handle it. I didn't know how to take it. I didn't now how not to take it personally.

Thanks to all of you, and your patience, your support, and your wisdom and experience, I finally feel calm. I finally feel ok with my relationship. I can't tell you if I will feel the same tomorrow, but I can tell you that today is a good day because I am armed with knowledge and support.

Feeling very grateful today. Just wanted to share something positive for a change.