BrokenDoll
MyPTSD Pro
Zencat is a sweet girl who saw too much and I am sure that my abuser was hurting me when I was very young. I was tortured and starved and beaten, and SA. I am certain that my abuser was in some cult, my drawings as a child reference certain symbols. Looking through my old drawings and school work, I was a very bright child. There was a bad teacher in a school that I went to. I also worked way too hard for any child to work. I had to steal food to survive.
I have been revictimized as a teen who was thrown out too young and got hurt there. There is a number of SA I have been through. I was raped at knifepoint by two men I had worked with. (Something happened between another employee and me. This I believe was retaliation for standing up for myself or because I thought they were both gross and wouldn't have anything to do with either of them)
There is someone in power that is making my PTSD symptoms worse. I am neglecting my hygiene on purpose, though I don't want to.
Also, I can't stand the way that the towel feels when I dry off. It's connected to my abuse.
I am a prisoner until that person is no longer a threat to me.
I have no energy. I can keep my clothes clean. This is aging me terribly and I get scared to sleep and I don't know why.
Thanks for reading.
I have been revictimized as a teen who was thrown out too young and got hurt there. There is a number of SA I have been through. I was raped at knifepoint by two men I had worked with. (Something happened between another employee and me. This I believe was retaliation for standing up for myself or because I thought they were both gross and wouldn't have anything to do with either of them)
There is someone in power that is making my PTSD symptoms worse. I am neglecting my hygiene on purpose, though I don't want to.
Also, I can't stand the way that the towel feels when I dry off. It's connected to my abuse.
I am a prisoner until that person is no longer a threat to me.
I have no energy. I can keep my clothes clean. This is aging me terribly and I get scared to sleep and I don't know why.
Thanks for reading.