I just recently found this forum after my psychologist suggested another website that did not resonate with me. My doctor has referred me to numerous psychiatrists and no one will take my case, my care is out of their scope of practice. I have been on the road to recovery for over a decade now. I was diagnosed with everything under the sun and have exhausted medication management. My doctors finally had my genetics tested recently. I am a high metabolizer of drugs. Medications are rendered ineffective and cause rare, severe side effects. I now use breathwork, EMDR therapy, art therapy, exercise (circus arts and hiking), firm boundaries with others along with a clean diet and phytochemicals. I also suffer from an undiagnosed eating disorder, so what I do eat is very important. I see a Diagnostic Clinical Psychologist on Sept 6, 2022 for a complete psychological analysis. I am educated as a plant biologist, have over 20 years experience in biomedical research and I'm starting a certificate program soon in Holistic and Integrative Health so that I can help others. I am still on my healing journey and have a long way to go. I'm here to learn and grow and teach. My hope is that we all realize there is nothing wrong with us, we are just traumatized, and all these symptoms we suffer from are because of that trauma. My trauma spans 4 decades. I am a warrior and so are you!