somerandomguy
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When I'm really stressed out - specifically after a fight with my spouse - I find myself thinking about jumping off one of the mountains or bridges we have around here. I can't say that the idea of killing myself doesn't comfort me in some weird way. Thinking about it makes me feel calmer and more focused - unfortunately, what I'm focused on is my death and how much better things would be overall if I was dead.
I'm pretty sure I would never actually do it. The idea of real suicide seems like mass murder to me - not just killing myself, but like killing *everyone* in the world. But it does disturb me that I seem to get peace - almost a happy feeling - out of the idea.
I'm pretty sure I would never actually do it. The idea of real suicide seems like mass murder to me - not just killing myself, but like killing *everyone* in the world. But it does disturb me that I seem to get peace - almost a happy feeling - out of the idea.