I am not hopeful any longer. Why bother? The facts of my life are X, my options are Y. That's what I got, it is not changing, it never does.
Last weekend I began to recognize this feeling as grief. So. Much. Loss. Loss of friends, family, security, support, loss of any kind of meaningful connection to another human. Loss of hope.
I don't think I can bounce back from this one. I don't want to. If I'm a living zombie, so be it.
Last weekend I began to recognize this feeling as grief. So. Much. Loss. Loss of friends, family, security, support, loss of any kind of meaningful connection to another human. Loss of hope.
I don't think I can bounce back from this one. I don't want to. If I'm a living zombie, so be it.