Theasylumsystem
Confident
Its 1am and I feel wired. Flashbacks are moments away and I feel myself sinking into that normal routine of wide awake and on the verge of panic. My service dog is still awake so it helps. It's just so frustrating knowing that I have classes tomorrow but I'm still not going to get any sleep tonight. Do you ever feel like that? Like Its not really even that late but I know I'm not gonna sleep. Its such a specific feeling. Just that high alert, wide awake feeling. I hate it. Guess I should try to be productive?