I have reoccurring repressive negative thoughts from mean things done to me by church members. It just sucks I had to go through what I did. I am good for a while. Then negative thoughts come back to haunt me. I try to relax, listen to music. I don't have any family or friends to talk to about things. I try to be positive. But I'm human. I guess I wanted justice. By the religious get away with things down south