i am just so tired of everything, how do you just keep going and going in the face of all this junk. it is so stupid for me to be bogged down with this mess, like my reactions to it could change anything?? tired of being selfish and lazy, tired of being a baby like i am right now.:wall: made a lot of progress, really, so why do i feel like such a failure. did some really dumb stuff tonight, time to pay the piper. sorry, being a crybaby here--somebody slap me or something.