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It kind of went from unwanted, focused, intense, violent muscle contractures to full freeze state to extreme pain, then to nervous lightning storms anywhere and everywhere to feeling like I was having a heart attack. The whole time it felt like being connected to a low level electrical pulse. Then it got stronger and refocused, constant tremors, very stable and noticeable. Can't use scissors or use knives the way I normally do, can't put a pen to paper - looks like Parkinsons. I've told my psych and he groaned. I'm getting blood tests, but it's keeping me awake all night cuz my hands won't stop shaking. Normally I sleep with my hands near my face or chest, but they vibrate so hard I can't have them touching my body at all. It's moved into my face and legs, and the random violent muscle contracture are still there. Trying to fall asleep is a nightmare. The only relief I have is walking outside in very cold temps, after doing hot/cold shower treatment, CBD, and the cat purring on my chest - just 🤩😭
From what I've read, it just gets worse... I know I need to stop working so much and have told work to hire someone to take stuff off my plate.
Anyone have tips for calming or decreasing this damn syndrome?
From what I've read, it just gets worse... I know I need to stop working so much and have told work to hire someone to take stuff off my plate.
Anyone have tips for calming or decreasing this damn syndrome?