Copper Princess
Confident
The anniversary of one of the most painful sexual assaults is near. The guy that assaulted me is in prison for murder but that does not help me. I am trying to ignore the flashbacks and nightmares but I am failing. I keep telling myself that it is over and he can't get to me and things he told me were not true. The memories are so strong right now. I feel like no matter how hard I try I just can't seem to get past it. My therapist pointed out that I have 30 years of abuse to work through. It started with molestation for several years and I was in abusive relationships up until about a year ago. I have made some progress but times like this are so hard.