Hi, I'm sort of new. I posted awhile back about trying to get a certain therapist and the frustrations, nothing deep or personal. My therapist says I need more support, I only see him every other week because we can barely afford that. I have so much social anxiety I had to ground myself before starting to type because I had an anxiety attack. I was diagnosed with PTSD a couple of years ago, out of the blue. My therapist has since clarified it as cPTSD. I have so much anxiety about being criticized or even perceived criticism that socializing feels impossible. Hard to find support when you're terrified to be around people. My head knows that everything I say and do can't be wrong, but one little thing and well, it's bad right now. I don't want to be around people or talk to people, I'm afraid I'll offend them or be triggered and go off on them. I'm afraid they'll find something wrong with me and I'll be back in that circle of not being able to do anything right.