I want to go from this place to another country to pursue my higher studies. I've never been abroad and have never lived on my own in a different country. I'm still financially dependent on my abuser and have been living here since always and just want to move out. I'm scared that if I do leave then I'll have anxiety attacks, panic attacks, dying thought, disassociation and all once I'm in a new country. I need to move but my fear and all these questions have left me confused. Im on meds too that is Sertraline and ì dont know if the new country will have any problem with that or no. Will meds be even costlier there? I'm scared that disassociation will make it harder for me to focus on my studies after I've moved to a new country and will make me want to come back. What do I do?