I guess I should explain. I had problems with my vagina when I was a child. My parents took me to a doctor with lead to me being held down at a surgeons table without pants or anything( keep in mind I was 7-8) they put a camera tube inside of me. I remember screaming about it hurting and crying. Am I a virgin? (this is important in my culture because no one will marry me if I'm not). How do I get rid of the nightmares and my fears? I'm a teen now and I still cry if someone tries to touch me in a sexual way. Please answer me or at least tell me how to get rid of the nightmares.