So, therapist says I have PTSD. I have fought this diagnosis for years, but it all lines up. I had a bad day, a really bad day, a week ago. I hadn't had a bad day in a good while, just anxious days. I finally had to come to terms with the fact that PTSD is the only thing that makes sense. I was in a non-combat mos. Mortars, mortars did this to me. I dream about them. Am I just a pansy ass? I had a few close calls, but I always thought I was just being weak, after all it's not real combat, right? It seems like it is just getting worse. The feelings are happening more often. Now I am a recruiter ,and... man... It seems like this job triggers me so often... I don't know what to do. Don't think my command knows enough to care, and, well, it's not like recruiting leadership is the most loving bunch anyway. Just looking for a place to share my thoughts and found here. Sorry if reading this is a waste of time, I just don't know where to go, and therapy is only one blessed hour a week.