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Message: <blockquote data-quote="JGirl" data-source="post: 1764387" data-attributes="member: 51215">Thank you for your response [USER=51127]@Defaultxlovee[/USER]. My aunt used to say that I was a little flower child so I find your comment kind of funny. I just found out from an aunt ( a few days ago) that my dad used to tell us to get lost all the time and would never want us around. She used to worry about mys sisters and I. I have no memory of that at all and can't even imagine him saying that. This is making me wonder what else I forgot about.I went to my current T for a huge nightmarish trauma that I went through 10 years ago. She thinks that my childhood has a bigger impact on me than that did. I always felt that was the "root" of many things, but don't understand it. I sometimes think that maybe my T has put things into my head. I know that she is very good, well educated with childhood abuse and trauma, and very sought after so it is hard to imagine that she would actually do that. All I know is that my brain is completely messed up right now. I am constantly having flashbacks from childhood and they don't make any sense. I am just trying to figure out the mystery of my life.  I appreciate the support.</blockquote>