I had a large group of strangers sexually abuse me at my home as a teenager and my parents went cold about it and said their was nothing they could do. These strangers stalked me and made a sick game of it for the next 26 years. They are very wealthy and well connected like Epstein in fact I know for a fact they are in the Bill Clinton Intelligence Agency Rape Crew. They make Jeffery Epstein look like he was kind to his victims as he didn't try to push them into suicide after he threw them away like they tried to push me into suicide a few times. I stay away from people who are to affluent because I know they rape people the hardest when they can get away with it, and I have a lot of PTSD issues as I will never be safe in my life ever again. I don't even know where or how to begin to do self help and research about this. Perhaps I can look up how people who have been molested and tormented by Catholic Priest and the cover up emotionally cope with life after the fact. They are done with me now that I am 41 and old to them as they like the young girls and they started on me when I was 16. I am too old now to be of much fun for them. Epstein had so many men lined up for teenage girls.... He was just one of many men who hate raped us out of our minds.... Or maybe they only did the hate rape to insanity to me? Anyway anyone have any advice or any research they have run across about groups of strangers psychologically assaulting someone until they are completely broken or commit suicide? I don't know where to look and I have look every were for cases like mine that have healed or have information on how to cope. They took away 26 years of my life degrading and hurting me over child pornography that was taken un-consensual and with out my knowledge of it being done until after they had given it to people who make Epstein look mentally and emotionally healthy and kind. I feel so alone in my trauma. I don't know where to find any information about anything like this. So if anyone has ran across something or can even tell me what to google I will do it. I am very proactive and responsible for my recovery. Please help. I can find information on like rape, stalking, and stuff like that but nothing about being passed around to abusive sick men that like tormenting you for being traumatized sexually, mentally, emotionally, and psychologically as a kid.