Sometimes I just feel like I don't belong anywhere. No matter where I go I always disappoint the people I love. Sometimes I feel like moving across the country so nobody has to deal with me anymore. It's not that I want to die, I just don't want to exist.
Yes. Understand the distinction. Sometimes distance helps. It did me. But not across the country! I moved a couple miles away. Having my ability to come and go without reporting or being checked on, brought both benefits and problems. Also learned the ability to not answer door or phone. Wouldn't think that was hard but it was for me. But remember wherever you go, you take yourself!