unicornprincess37xx
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Hi guys.
I need help with a little problem. Those of you that have read my previous threads will know a little background about me but I need help with this certain issue.
I don't know who iam.
I know im female obviously....but I get mistaken for a guy/lesbian. I have short hair like shaved round the back and sides and longer on top. I have tattoos and I wear guys clothes and deodorant. I act and behave like a guy. Im not a lesbian as I have no feelings for either gender (asexual has been mentioned before but im not to sure I fit in to this "box") Maybe im trying to get rid of the person I was. As I mentioned in my previous thread my late partner would never let me cut my hair and I had to dress "like a lady". Pah im deffo not a lady. I swear,burp and fart as much as the next person.
Am I trying to be someone who didn't go through the trauma?
I met a lesbian once who did actually think I was a lesbian so I must be convincing!
Could this be dissociation from my past life? Or am I just being the person im meant to be?
I know I deffo don't want to look like I used to look as I don't want guys to try it on.
Oh I just don't know anymore. When I wear girly stuff I look like lesbian. When I wear blokes stuff I look like a bloke. Im comfortable with who iam now. I feel like im not trying to be a fake. Id rather sit with blokes in a pub while im in jeans and tshirt than sit in a pub with a bunch of girls wearing a dress and make up and laughing like a hyena on helium!
Any advice would be awesome guys. Lets help me put a name to this "thing"
I need help with a little problem. Those of you that have read my previous threads will know a little background about me but I need help with this certain issue.
I don't know who iam.
I know im female obviously....but I get mistaken for a guy/lesbian. I have short hair like shaved round the back and sides and longer on top. I have tattoos and I wear guys clothes and deodorant. I act and behave like a guy. Im not a lesbian as I have no feelings for either gender (asexual has been mentioned before but im not to sure I fit in to this "box") Maybe im trying to get rid of the person I was. As I mentioned in my previous thread my late partner would never let me cut my hair and I had to dress "like a lady". Pah im deffo not a lady. I swear,burp and fart as much as the next person.
Am I trying to be someone who didn't go through the trauma?
I met a lesbian once who did actually think I was a lesbian so I must be convincing!
Could this be dissociation from my past life? Or am I just being the person im meant to be?
I know I deffo don't want to look like I used to look as I don't want guys to try it on.
Oh I just don't know anymore. When I wear girly stuff I look like lesbian. When I wear blokes stuff I look like a bloke. Im comfortable with who iam now. I feel like im not trying to be a fake. Id rather sit with blokes in a pub while im in jeans and tshirt than sit in a pub with a bunch of girls wearing a dress and make up and laughing like a hyena on helium!
Any advice would be awesome guys. Lets help me put a name to this "thing"