OverLoaded
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Hi I'm looking for support.
I'm running low on options to treat more than one diagnosis that I have.
For over a year and a half I've lost all that I was happy about in life.
I had a lot of trama over my lifetime as I'm sure most do and can manage life with it.
I'm not managing well at all and asking doctors and hospitals for help has made things worse for me.
I had a traumatic nightmare which happens but this one changed me way to much. I live in the place that I had the nightmare about.
When I woke up my eyes couldn't open fast enough and it felt like my eyelid ripped open painfully.
Then my forehead did the same feeling. I was in a panic instantly and when I tried to fall asleep a part in my brain that you feel when going to sleep stopped and now I don't feel tired or able to relax at all.
I've lost the ability to feel emotion or comfort when touched.
Taking baths or showers don't feel good. Buying things I used to enjoy isn't helping anymore.
There is no joy in my life and my cats are scared and stressed because it's been almost 2 years since I was me.
When I leave the house I feel overwhelmed and can't even feel temperature the sun or feel connection to where I am.
I don't feel music or tv anymore doing anything makes my brain go way to fast.
Major Depression disassociated from everything almost lost the ability to talk.
The meds I'm on are hardly working I feel ptsd and anxiety all the time.
There's so much more but I'll expand more soon.
I'm running low on options to treat more than one diagnosis that I have.
For over a year and a half I've lost all that I was happy about in life.
I had a lot of trama over my lifetime as I'm sure most do and can manage life with it.
I'm not managing well at all and asking doctors and hospitals for help has made things worse for me.
I had a traumatic nightmare which happens but this one changed me way to much. I live in the place that I had the nightmare about.
When I woke up my eyes couldn't open fast enough and it felt like my eyelid ripped open painfully.
Then my forehead did the same feeling. I was in a panic instantly and when I tried to fall asleep a part in my brain that you feel when going to sleep stopped and now I don't feel tired or able to relax at all.
I've lost the ability to feel emotion or comfort when touched.
Taking baths or showers don't feel good. Buying things I used to enjoy isn't helping anymore.
There is no joy in my life and my cats are scared and stressed because it's been almost 2 years since I was me.
When I leave the house I feel overwhelmed and can't even feel temperature the sun or feel connection to where I am.
I don't feel music or tv anymore doing anything makes my brain go way to fast.
Major Depression disassociated from everything almost lost the ability to talk.
The meds I'm on are hardly working I feel ptsd and anxiety all the time.
There's so much more but I'll expand more soon.