I have c-ptsd from prolonged domestic violence. whenever i leave my house to go anywhere, i always feel like i need to get back after an hour or so. it doesnt make a difference who is with me, or where i am. even when im with people that dont make me nervous, i have friends that i trust, i know they wouldnt screw me over or intentionally hurt me in any way, but even when im with them its like i just need to go home. whenever i hang out with anyone i always want to hang out at my house, i dont like being at anyone elses house for longer than 30 minutes. some people say that its because im anxious, but it still happens even when im in situations where i know im safe and no ones going to harm me, so thats why i dont understand why i always feel like i need to go home. it doesnt make sense to me. i get out and at least go to the store every day, but i cant stay gone long at all. and it takes me forever to leave too. i use to be able to just grab a few things and walk out the door within 5 minutes, but now its a process whenever i leave, it takes about 30 minutes even if im just going a few miles down the road. anyone feel the same way? any idea why i always feel like this?