Wife has PTSD. Was sexually abuse and raped more than once when she was 12-15. Is seeking treatment. It has been 10 months since treatment started. Seeing a Therapist and taking drugs. We have been married for 19 years. And just told me about it last year. I have tried to be understanding. But right now there is no closeness and I miss that. I am tired of continually being pushed away. Its like she is trying to get rid of me. And she has almost done it. At least she has our marriage to the point where it has almost collapsed. Her mental state is not good. I know she is not stable enough to raise out 2 kids. I am tired of being in a rock and a hard place. Will this get better. Will the closeness we had ever return.