Yes a merry-go-round it has been.hello steven. welcome to the forum.
to my just-a-patient understanding, that reaction might qualify as a clinical definition of ptsd.
gentle support while you find your way off the not-so-merry-go-round.
You are experiencing PTSD. Get into EMDR therapy. It is the gold standard for the symptoms. It's hard work,but you are worth helpIm new to the group. I have PTSD from a workplace trauma. Insaw a mans hand cut off and I had to provide medical treatment to him. I habe nightmares, loud noise triggers and fear of the kid not surviving. Is this normal?