Recent content by 4EvaPurpleSam

Thank you been thinking about looking into therapy x

I lost my eldest child in July 2013 then my mother in 2014. Been having nightmares and horrible flash backs ever since. I've had a second daughter since she helps keep me sane. But the reaccuring nightmares and flashbacks are taking their toll. I rarely sleep when I can their disturbed by these...

My daughter would be three now. My mum would be 42. My daughter passed on July 4th 2013 and my mother January 29th 2014. Dont think it will ever get easier to be honest. I have had the nightmares since the first night I lost my little girl. Now I have her sister and the nightmares shift from...

Is it also normal to wake from one of those nightmares and to see my mother holding my daughter.? I turn the light on and their gone. Freaks me out this has happened 3 times. Other times I have heard my mother calling my name clear as day. When I have been home alone or my partner been right...

Thank you for your warm welcome. I have seen therapists in the past never found one I clicked with though. Been to a support group in a place called Mind but when that was stopped it switch to 1-2-1's. Which was fine until they got far too popular and it was rare when I catch them when they were...

Thank you

Hello I am Sam I am 20 soon to be 21 in September. Accidentally put October on here dont know what went wrong. Proud mama of 2 beautiful girls. Sadly only one living child. Dont ask me how I survive I honestly dont know myself. I just do. The days are harder and longer. The nights are full of...