Recent content by Aida-Kanan

Thank you so much, I'm quite tough and has been my own best friend for a long while before him. Indeed I should go back to my life before him of course a little bit more experienced than before☺

Well last night I just realised that he has kinda tricked me into loving him he knew I hardly open the gate and as I looked seriously just undrestood that he played hard to make me loose my consciousness to take complete control over me...but I'm more of a head person rather than heart

Wow 24 years is such long time!

Good luck with you too, I will remember your sentence next time before I close the door of my head.

Thank you so much for helping me, sometimes we need someone to remind us of the reality...

He already doesn't talk to me but the chance that he comes back is high. Well I can easily get out of it I think.

Yes I can see...and I behaved so blindly.

Yes I think best for me is to move on

Well he actually has made a big sacrifice for me... he had this chance to play for one of the five top football teams here in Netherland but refused it to stay close to me, and it makes me feel like he loves me butindeed I can't close my eyes on his violentbehaviour. My mom doesn't like him at...

Yea I'm 16 and on a wrong place...

I am 16 and he will be 18 in 3 months I don't have any trusted adult to talk to at all.

We don't have one at school and I can't meet a counsellor that's why I came here to get help...

No he doesn't. I thought PTSD is another name for paranoid...

I love him so much and I'm sure he won't hurt me physically

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