Recent content by alis

Yes. I have had periods of being better at assertiveness but it is a real struggle and something that takes practice I think.

Wow, I wasn't expecting so many replies! It's honestly a relief to me I'm not the only one! Also, since this first post I have got and lost not one but two jobs! I started a new job yesterday and I am crossing my damn fingers I can keep it. Low stress job would be ideal just haven't found that...

I guess it is true the more deeper into unwellness we get the harder it is to climb out of. I needed to hear that tonight thank you. (Eating disorder relapse means my brain is not functioning as well as it should be. Unfortunately ED brain wants me to avoid the ED ward at any cost, even if that...

I'm wondering if anyone has been hospitalized for their ptsd? and what your experience was like and if it helped at all? A few weeks ago I was involuntary committed for a week and after coming out symptoms have escalated / things seem almost worst in certain aspects in my life? It doesn't make...

Puppy Dogs!!! :)

only occasionally will I "lose time" and very rarely end up in places. usually I am aware when things begin to get "fuzzy,"it feels like I'm losing touch with the reality in front of me. but when people speak to me it is very very far away as if I'm at the bottom of a very very deep empty...

Red

actually, just delete this post, this was utterly and completely my own doing. goodbye.

I wasn't drinking when my anxiety was up, it was a fantastic day, a fantastic night with people at the time I considered friends. When I denied dudes offer in the evening he told me he would leave, (by this point I had had a stupid amount to drink but still), I didn't even REALIZE he was still...

knives

plane

when an entire day happens and suddenly it's the next day but if someone asked you what you did all day you couldn't really answer

"stop trying to change my negative distorted thinking it's making me uncomfortable !!!! stop CBT-ing me I see what you're doing!!!!!" "how bout you pour your life story out to ME for once !"

I don't do EDMR but I was seeing her bi-weekly then things got a bit worse for me so now I'm seeing T weekly.

Nope, I also don't believe in "fate" or that "everything happens for a reason." I tend to laugh at overly positive ideals like that. The people who think that are also the same who probably think that "thinking positive, happy rainbow sunshine thoughts" can cure mental illnesses. It's...