angelgirl1982

I'm here because I have suffered Severe PTSD Syndrome since I was 4 or 5 years old. I was molested, strangled and whipped with belts as a child and have been raped numerous times through out my adult hood! At times, I have gotten so accustomed to the abuse that somehow I have felt I deserved it! I have suffered severely low self esteem, wearing my jackets just to cover my "Ugly body" from Preying men. It has been a long road just to be able to love me! At times, I still hate who I am. Sometimes I can smile, other times I feel so disgusted! I have been on a Spiritual journey for answers and closure! It has helped me to strengthen my character and I am taking care of myself better now which is a start! I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder.