Recent content by Beckstar1982

I'm going through similar trust issues and can relate to both of your experiences. My T often asks me "whats his name again" or gets names wrong which bugs me and I keep wanting to be open and honest to tell her things I am experiencing but feel like she wants me to be getting better and I can't...

Not scattered at all, really useful and I know what you mean about not working, I've been off for 3 months now and resigned recently as won't go back. Its very strange considering I've being a workaholic and not done a lot else other than work the last 10 years. I'm not seeing T until a week on...

Yeah I get my thoughts about her liking me are part of my problem. How do you stop worrying about that? Her age genuinely doesn't bother me but just worry she will retire and I would have to find someone else. I prob should just ask her but never seems appropriate. I'm been seeing her for 3...

Thanks @ParalyzedMind really good to know its not just me. I am wondering if I will be able to continue EMDR as have had such an intense reaction but like you say it must be doing something I guess. I'm struggling with my T, she seems really nice and is asking some good/challenging questions...

I had 2nd session of EMDR on Friday and haven't felt great since. I'm fine during the day but when it comes to evenings/night I am having hot sweats, sickness, nausea and trembling. Last night I went up to the toilet and couldn't move without being really dizzy, feeling like I would fall down...

Thanks @intothelight , its really hard talking about stuff like this when everyone I have ever being around don't talk and seem to just have the philosophy "its in the past, get on with it" when thats what I have being trying to do. I've spent a lot of time reading stuff on here and seems a...

Hi, I'm 35years old female and in last 3 months sought help for depression/anxiety related illness following what I can only call a nervous breakdown. I was/am a Company Director of 25 staff in finance and we built the business from nothing over 9 years to win awards, smash records and enjoyed...