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    Relationship PTSD Relationship Breakdown

    Hello all...back again. You were so helpful last time... I'm slowly getting there now. It still hurts but sending everything he bought me back to him has helped in many ways however.... I sent him back the bracelets he bought me and he's now wearing them in photos. I've only been the shown the...
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    Relationship PTSD Relationship Breakdown

    Hello all. I thought I'd write a closing post. So today I found out my ex has been cheating on me with his ex. As soon as he removed me from Instagram my suspicions grew and I asked a mutual friend to check for me and there is was... a photo of him and his ex together. So ptsd or not... it all...
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    Relationship PTSD Relationship Breakdown

    I know I've said it before but thank you both so much. I know you're right and ordinarily I'm not one to focus on social media but I'm grasping at straws and everything he's doing seems to hurt that much more. I'm definitely hopeful therapy will help. I'm trying to focus on me and I nearly...
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    Relationship PTSD Relationship Breakdown

    Good morning all. Fast forward a week and still no contact. As of yesterday he removed me as a follower on Instagram but kept following me. It still kills me inside but I'm getting stronger. I mean removing me but staying following me doesn't really make any sense. Clearly doesn't want me to see...
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    Relationship PTSD Relationship Breakdown

    Wow thank you to both of you. I'm only several days into my last contact and each day it continues to hurt so much especially when I think a month ago we were planning our future and moving in together. It really makes no sense at all. I hate the fact he's in pain but I can't comprehend why...
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    Relationship PTSD Relationship Breakdown

    Thank you for replying again. It's so horrible. His message last night was awful. It was so angry and disrespectful. He just kept mentioning how much I was pushing. Accused me of calling off withheld which wasn't me and basically said that everything I do makes him feel worse. I admit I was...
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    Relationship PTSD Relationship Breakdown

    So I thought I'd give an update. I got in touch yesterday for the first time in a week. I saw he'd commented on a exes post and wanted closure. What I had back was an awful reply saying he's now off work and the worst he's ever been with his PTSD. He maintains he wants no one at the moment and...
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    Relationship PTSD Relationship Breakdown

    It's honestly so nice to read this comments. It shows me that I'm not the only one dealing with this. What I would say if he got in touch again, I have no idea. That's the thing, he probably won't due to embarrassment. My family also worship him. As I said the last thing I said was I loved him...
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    Relationship PTSD Relationship Breakdown

    Living in hope you have been a breath of fresh air. Thank you for your replies and understanding. I've tried so hard to get my head around it. Thinking is he cheating? Has someone new come along? Have I done something? Just because it makes no sense. I will not contact him as I said what I...
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    Relationship PTSD Relationship Breakdown

    Thank you so much for taking the time to reply. It really is heartbreaking. I lie here day in day out thinking about him and going over all the things I've said and done trying to get answers. He honestly doted on me and made me feel so special. He was also there when I lost my father no...
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    Relationship PTSD Relationship Breakdown

    Thank you for your reply. Chances are I will never hear again but I can't understand why he doesn't just block and delete me if that's the case. It's heartbreaking but I guess I need to get on with life. Thank you for your reply. It's heartbreaking but I guess the person I fell for is going to...
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    PTSD advice and Help please!

    Sorry this is a repeat of a previous post I'd lost.
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    PTSD advice and Help please!

    Good afternoon. I'm really after some advice. Me and my partner were together for 8/9 months. It was the happiest I've ever been. It was long distance but communication was never an issue. I then lost a very close family member and asked my partner to be a bit more supportive and check in as I...
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