... clean addict ,16yrs , pretty challenged by advanced liver fibrosis - untreated still (terrible options). violent dad, corrosive to developmentals, 3 concussions in last 6yrs, (2 bike accidents and recently beat on head pretty badly). so, it's almost 6 months and i am having a heck of a time shaking this last beat down. pretty crushed. treachery/betrayal/ the shock and the head was abused when young as well. how to build some confidence back up...