Recent content by Brad

I like to be outside and just think to myself and think about my beliefs. Sometimes Im happy when I go to church with my grandma because she puts a smile on her face. Putting smiles on peoples faces is what I love to do!! I want to feel so bad but its hard when your emotionally numb. :( I wont...

How does it affect it? Just wondering.

Sorry if I showed any disrespect :(. I did some research and found out that I may have the symtoms of ptsd but I don't think it is. I found that I could have depersonalization and derealization but I'm going to talk to my parents and doctor to see what is truly causing this. Thanks all :)

Yeah I went through the site. Here's what happened; I wanted to fnd out who I was and what beliefs/religion I am. But after trying to be part of this religion (didn't work out like I thought) I got scared of what could happen next, that's all basically it.

What do you mean confused? I'm worried to what I have. The symptoms for PTSD match me but im not sure if its anxiety? Like i said I have short term memory loss and emotional numbness. I'm not sure if the body does this when its stressed out? :( :)

I think that I may have PTSD but don't know if I should tell my parents? I'm suffering from emotional numbness and short term memory loss and the other symtoms but they seem to have left. If you met me you would have never guessed that I had it. I'm a fun and exciting person to be around and...