Recent content by Bry

Thanks for the replies guys. I watched/read way too much than what I’m able for. Even though I pretty much ignored him for years - and I did love his music, and actually met him too - Not sure how to quote properly sorry but CSA apologist is pretty much my made up term, not sure, he’s allowed...

I know it is not news, but I feel myself hugely triggered with this MJ documentary - especially so because a few people I know (and like) are acting like csa apologists. I don’t think I’ll ever get through to anyone (my own family included) about abuse, and adding in my day and night fears for...

We met for lunch today: all good, and innocent - I see no agenda- like I thought when I first posted. Yay :)

...a part of why I did go. However, I wouldn’t like someone to meet me just to face their anxiety, but that’s my anxiety looking through everything, yes. Anyway, It was great and I am going again on Friday, with much less panic, thanks. :)

I would love to keep you updated :) Whatever way it goes! Thanks again. ?❤️

Thanks so much! Yes, definitely. She asked too, before I got out of the cab, so I am relieved, or I would have been ruminating every.last.moment. (Nothing has happened at all yet for the record lol) ?

It went great! ? She was lovely, and made all the requests, in person, to meet again soon. Wow. Very confident. No red flags for my hypervigilance to spot - all upfront honesty like the messages. Still can’t believe I went out, let alone a date, riddled with confusion. But there you go: not...

I’ve made no huge effort just incase she concludes that’s she is definitely non-curious anymore, I’ll have an excuse... Literally about to go in now, 20 minutes late, but still going...? Thanks! :)

Ok I am going for a while. Pushing myself or I really will be hibernating forever. Wish me luck! ??

Yes that is her focus, although she has been upfront and I quite admire that. I don’t think I even like her actually but probably wouldn’t really know unless we met. I’ll see later. Hoping she cancels first! :/

I don’t know how to get out of it. So much panic over something so small, I know. Thanks for replies.

Hi there, I have a dating question I’d like some opinions on. I wasn’t sure which forum. I’m LGBT but rarely use any label. Having said that, I could be easily determimed as gay since I’ve only dated the same sex for the past 6 years. I have removed myself from abusive exes and a stalker and...

I’ve only recently learned coping skills. So I’m trying to get back to those after reminders. Began new emergency therapy which was good I suppose. And am trying to get medication. I’ve been off them for 2 years but I give in. Thank you for replies. Posting does help. ? Emergency therapy- I...

I don’t remember being this depressed and probably dissociated in a long time. I don’t know how to snap out of it at least get back to underlying low level depression which I know no different. Meeting with a suicide charity person next week and I don’t even know how to register that. Maybe this...

Junebug you aren’t de-railing the thread. I feel similar to you, and have ignored many a Christmas (happily) when I was younger. I’ve two Santa age children now so I have absolutely no choice but to get myself merry and ready, and no energy for anyone (energy suckers!) otherwise. She would...