Recent content by ChasingMyTail

I agree with Scout - it is your life. You have to live it for yourself. Trying to please them only got you where you are today - shake things up a bit! Trying pleasing yourself :) It will never be to late to get a degree in performing arts. As far as your marriage goes that is for you and your...

Argh - I googled his name and it came up on mugshots - but only with his record from Florida. I seriously wish we'd had the same internet technology back then. I am trying to find related links about my daughter's case to submit it to mugshots so when they google his name it will be listed as...

Thank you for your reply. I would love to think it would make a difference to the pastor of his church, but in reality I don't think it would. Those bible thumping southern baptists are the very definition of good ole boys sticking together. He'll never repent - he is a sociopath, they just...

Welcome to the forum! What you went through was awful. While our stories all differ, we share a common ground in how our trauma affect us and the need for some support. I honestly hope you find the support you need here to take things to the next level in your life.

I have thought and planned out revenge in my head for many years - I wouldn't do it though it but well. Seeing him being all happy in his life bothers. He has like 6 kids. Well like at his church as being a wonderful christian etc. ARGH! While he was in prison he bragged about how he was in...

I've been looking for that reset button for along time now. I think the harshest part of it all is hindsight - the would have could have should have and why didn't I??? Then there is the awkward feeling you have when people ask you about your children. After almost 20 years I haven't quite got...

I'll be keeping you in my thoughts - really not an easy time for you and your family right now.

Those who say we shouldn't rejoice have never traveled in our shoes or felt the pain we now live with. I hope she looses all rights to the child - and goes to jail for a long time.

I really want to contact the wife of my daughter's murder and ask her what it is like to be married to a baby killer? I would like to flyer his church with details of what he did. I want to ruin his life the way he destroyed mine. I want him to know what it is like to live day in and day...

:sneaky: Should have printed the emails from him out and used them to wallpaper the church entrance.

It takes a just a couple of mins... *thump thump* as they become a speed bump. Just kidding, I no longer drive. Kudos to you on how well you handled it! I am not yet at a place where I could let it slide. Maybe when I was younger but now? She's have gotten a rock straight to her third eye.

I can totally relate to the bible thumping christians. I was living in Mississippi when my daughter died and they came out of the wood work to explain to me about 'God's Plan' and how he need another angel, how I should learn to forgive and love the one who slipped up and did the devil's work. I...

I am trying to take it out on my house - e.i. housework.

I don't get bothered by them as long as they keep it to just posting their nonsense online. The ones that tick me off are those to take it to real life and cause further trauma to the families of the victims. Such as those calling up the parents of the Sandy Hook victims to explain to them their...

Is it possible to talk to your doctor again and see if there is anything more she can do - like speaking very clearly about the medications your therapist doesn't want you to take and the fact that the medication you were on before didn't work? Maybe others will be more insightful as to what...