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    Repeated Cycle, I Am Losing Myself.

    Hello WoundedMind. He moved away from me. Thank you for your input. :)
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    Repeated Cycle, I Am Losing Myself.

    Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice..three times, four, oh hell I lost count, shame on ME!!!! Today is my day of awakening and I kicked him out of my life, bolted the door behind him and feel like a boulder has been lifted. Can't wait for the summer, new breezes of opportunity and peace...
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    Repeated Cycle, I Am Losing Myself.

    He is still on the up and up. I have healthy boundaries that he is respecting. I hope and pray that he continues and we can be better than ever. Self included!
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    Repeated Cycle, I Am Losing Myself.

    Hello. I have a very positive update to share with you. A few turns of events occurred at the end of last week - apologies, humility and forgiveness along with the return of all of my things!!! I was so happy to be reunited with my stuff and the way it was returned was commendable. We talked...
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    Repeated Cycle, I Am Losing Myself.

    Six crazy months
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    Repeated Cycle, I Am Losing Myself.

    Hi. Not pissed off at all. Appreciate the honesty from Everyone here. Yesterday he kept poking and prodding me and I spilled my guts with a few major reasons why I left and cannot be with him. His reply? No big deal he can fix this and that. I'm not buying into his games and I really now think...
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    Repeated Cycle, I Am Losing Myself.

    yes something very important is there. I love the shoes but there are more out there for me. And I should get my stuff back absolutely. I am going to call non emergency and see what my rights are and get assistance.
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    I Can't Function This Way Much Longer

    Hey. I am in your boat with the killer schedule. I carve time out for myself. And by that I mean being bold and planning when I get to spend time with I. I stretch, I exercise. Not as much as I want to, but enough that I feel and look good. I watch funny and adorable you tube videos...
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    Repeated Cycle, I Am Losing Myself.

    Hi. I received a message today that just said "why are you doing this" I replied to him and said I wrote it in the email that I sent twice. Losing respect for this man now, but staying calm. I will report him if he keeps harassing me. I also have a few key items that I need to retrieve...
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    So What Kind Of Response Do Sufferers And Supporters Want?

    When he told me he went to the VA and had a productive meeting, and I could see him energized and positive, that was music to my ears and eyes.
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    Repeated Cycle, I Am Losing Myself.

    I did not receive any more messages through the night. Is he alive? I do not know, and I am saying a prayer for him again today. Thank you all.
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    Repeated Cycle, I Am Losing Myself.

    I agree with you Friday. He's throwing every trick in the book at me to get me to engage. Not the suicide one at this time. I hope he doesn't. He has tried before we met. I realize more and more that I have no business being involved with him. He is vulnerable and still needs a lot of...
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    Repeated Cycle, I Am Losing Myself.

    Thank you very much. I do care for this man and he stole my heart. I wanted so much for us to be together. Please say a little prayer for him as well, just pray for KP. Thank you.
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    Repeated Cycle, I Am Losing Myself.

    He continues to call and text. I do not know where he is. I am home, and my roommate is as well. There is a lock on the front gate and we will call the cops should he pull into the driveway or come to the house. I wrote him an email short but very clear that this relationship is ending and...
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    Repeated Cycle, I Am Losing Myself.

    He has called and texted me more guilt ridden messages and then said he was coming over. I told him I would call the police if he did. He's drunk and huge and very powerful and I will not have him at my door without an armed officer. At what point can I tell him he is harassing me and bullying...
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