I grew up in So. Philly, became a lifeguard and EMT among many other occupations, lots of college but no specific degree, i became a alocholic, probably from self medicating starting around age 11 drank 2-3 days a week, doctors until now said i was just very shy and didnt put the physical and mental symptoms together. Now being diagnosed and after many many hospital trips and with a few minor scrapes with the law, i am begining to see the causes for my {issues}.