ddonna5959

I don't know how to start off here, but I'll try. I have had many years of therapy but I still feel lost and hurt and just not somewhat angry. I am a 55 year old woman and have been raped and sexually abused from 6-16 and 4 of them were family members and the other three were neighbors and friends of my mom's and again I was raped at 47 by someone I trusted and went to church with. I feel I had no-one there to save me or to trust. Couldn't say anything because my first abuser, my stepfather, would go to my little sister and hurt my mom. I am diagnosed with PTSD and anxiety and my head battles my demons still all the time. I feel all alone. Scared a lot too.