Recent content by dejayb

I know evil and I've suffered from abuse from these people . A few have taken advantage of me and taken away alot from me , physically, emotionally, etc. What ever you call them , it's still the same thing

fine line then

that is a great explanation. A 22 yr marriage, 3 yrs total of letting them live here and all those before. Been going through a rough time peeling away the layers.

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I have been suffering since I was a child. 2 rapes, abuse and neglect. I still don't know what true love is. Two car accidents, a divorce after 22 yrs by an abuser. My kids don't want to hear it . I now have multiple illnesses and am trying to get over a two and a half year abusive relationship...

I completely agree and have said the same thing . Too many years of abuse and neglect, 2 car accidents, a divorce after 22 yrs by the abuser and now I'm too sick with a lot of medical issues that no one will want me anyway. They run away when they see how sick I am. My kids won't even talk to me .

I've checked myself into the hospital a few times because I was suicidal. But the hospitals I was in just made it so much worse. So I lay here depressed and suicidal with no one who cares. I've given up on finding help.