Recent content by durbin

Not that you won't but I hated inpatient. I was in the one in the VA in San Diego. They filled me full of drugs that made me sleep all day. I agreed for five days and the doctor kept me in there for a month. I hated every minute of it. They take everything from you that has anything to do...

I know exactly how you feel. My spouse would always do this and it would drive me into anger fits. It would cause so much despair. Needless to say she left me because she didn't like me taking up for myself.

All my life all I wanted was for someone to love me. I was not an attractive man nor am I now. I always urn-ed for someone to love me how I loved them. With depression, PTSD, Bi-Polar, and Socially Anxiety Disorder I am afraid that will never come about. I have been married twice and both...

I know how you feel I seem to screw up every date I try to go on. Either I cancel or screw it up never to hear from them again. Recently I was in a relationship and she knew my problems and said she would understand.....well guess what she didn't. I have a feeling no one will ever understand...

My most frequent nightmare is horrible. I died and laying in a coffin and I am looking up at myself. After the nightmare I usually have a night terror and I feel like I am suffocating. I wake up throwing everything off of me and am scared of the dark. I have to turn on a light immediately...

I am new to the site and just needed to find somewhere to post how I feel everyday. I have PTSD from combat and suffer every waken minute. Everyday I feel like a failure, I have done nothing in my life. I fought for a country that has abandoned me. My everyday life I am locked in my...