Recent content by Grateful Greg

I was actually allowed to visit her tonight. She called and asked me to come, her only condition was that we don't talk about her. So we didn't and it went well. I was guessing at the diagnosis. She was diagnosed with PTSD, BP and emotional, uh, can't remember the word, but it's what I saw...

T Yes, I'm calming down now. Been 4 days and the fear and weirdness are fading. I guess she has BPD along with her PTSD. I've been reading about it and I had know idea she was suffering so much. She totally hid it and I didn't understand the meaning behind the way she was behaving. That she...

Thank you, I started crying when you said I am not a demon. I baptised myself, exorcized myself and doing all kinds of things spiritual. And no It's not my usual thing. It was scary. It really did seem supernatural, my gf has a masters in Catholic theology, my evil ex wife started texting me...

Thanks for your help. I'm doing chores and errands, and I intend on finding a therapist or group in the next few days. It's really hard to do anything though, my heart is shattered, I really love her and have a sinking feeling that it's probably over.

Thanks for responding. Our 9th anniversary is next month. We're very close and I haven't spent much time away from her. My family lives 3000 miles away, so I'm already lonely and sick to my stomach with worry about all this. I have been reading or listening to Bible passages for three days.

Thanks. I'm feeling very helpless and the bizzare, darkness makes me need to know someone is out there

I haven't been here in over a year because my girlfriend was improving and seemed to be coming to the surface more and more. A few months ago she began taking a low dose of Zoloft and after a few weeks it appeared to have helped tremendously. But a about a week ago, she started to dissociate and...

Thank you very much for your input. I guess I need to get a better understanding of the boundary thing. I am going to research it in depth over the next few days. It's very cathartic and helpful to get on here and write something rather than just reading. I am going to try to do it more often. I...

Thank you. I needed to hear that. I am not very good at taking care of myself. I let myself get run down and feel guilty if I try to do "me" things. I also feel lonely or resentful if she doesn't participate or seem to enjoy the same things I do. I'll have to figure that one out because I know...

I can't stop feeling sorry for myself. I am frustrated and lonely and exhausted from six years of riding the ptsd rollercoaster. I feel guilty because I resent my girlfriend's problems and don't have the patience I once had. When I try to think of all the reasons I love her, my thoughts are...

My girlfriend of 2 1/2 years has ptsd which reared it's ugly head six months into our relationship, long after I had fallen madly head over heals in love with her. At first neither of us knew what was happening, we were frightened and confused (we still are much of the time) but after finding...

Thank's Solara and intothelight for your replies. I am just beginning to understand ptsd so communicating with my suffering lover is extremely difficult and so much different than when we used to have normal conversations. If I mention how I feel it causes her guilt which turns to anger which...

My girlfriend of 2 1/2 years has ptsd which reared it's ugly head six months into our relationship, long after I had fallen madly head over heals in love with her. At first neither of us knew what was happening, we were frightened and confused (we still are much of the time) but after finding...