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1. My bones are charlie horse (maybe I ran a marathon in my sleep)
2. It feels like I have cotton in my brain.
3. I feel like a fake.
4. I am so tired.
5. Feels citizen-like to have voted today.
I've read through most of the thread before posting my two cents. Ecdysis, what I'm hearing from you is a lot of fear of falling into the same narcissistic trap you have been in before. And it was hellishly painful, so you want to protect yourself from future pain. Very natural and normal...
You haven't shared much about your background in this post, so I'm not sure what your history and triggers are, but my intuition is telling me that this is an issue in you. If you are triggered and uncomfortable, it is important to dig deep inside you and see what it is about your...