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Sadly there are times when a person was tortured while under the influence of any type of mind altering substance..or if known to be a user of any kind...they won't get the credibility they deserve or want/need. But screw it anyway. Toss it out the back window and feel the breeze that is yours...
My definiton of torture has always been someone who was forced to endure pain against their will...but the highest level of torture would be the old medievil style such as being skinned alive or the brazen bull...or the one where they leave you in a canoe type deal covered in honey to be eaten...
You are suffering so much. My heart and being aches for you. You have lived for so long tormented by your abuses. It's hard to move forward...it's hard to find the comfortable line to sail. You have loads of wisdom partly due to the trauma you didn't ask for.
In Judaism, do you respect Christ...
Forget problems of our own and focus on things that can possibly help save others. This is also a way to heal from our own pain.
How about the abuse we take from our own governments and media for starters.