Recent content by HBW

I hear you GabrielleGrace. I use to work with new people a lot training apprentices and we had lots of time on our hands while driving from job to job. Initially i use to just tell them up front about what went down, to try and prevent the awkward moment of shock and stumbling around with an...

Glowlilly, What are the coping skills and guided imagery you mentioned? Im interested in using what ever I can get my hands on to manage my day to day life. I could have used more of them back when I was in school but alas i fought accepting my condition and well lets just say I received my...

Thanks for your support and understanding. I grew up in a church too, it's no excuse for your actions. I figure the guy was mentally unstable and had other things going on. I knew and expected lies(stretching the truth) from lawyers . It was going to happen but I was truly ignorant with how...

It does happen -- a lot. Not to long ago a guy went into a coffee shop in the Seattle area and killed several people for no apparent reason then he drove across town in front of our home and committed suicide. I can not comprehend what world I lived in before these events. I grew up in a...

It happened a little over twenty years ago. I was 19. The difficult thing I'm still shocked by is when a new friend or stranger starts talking and asking questions about families. It's the normal path for conversation but to this day i still panic and feel a sense of oh crap do I have time...

Don't get me wrong it happened. It happened on a hot summer day in the south. I was nineteen and had just completed my freshmen year in college. So much future was ahead of me. I grew up working construction with my father. I had a blast and loved every minute of it until this day. We were...

I feel like a big old cat fish whose lived a long time. Now all I do is spend my time at the bottom of the lake occasionally coming up but mostly i'm too content to do anything new. I'm almost as old now as when my father was murdered. I was nineteen then. I'm forty two now and live in Korea...

I'm may be like him. I suffer from Ptsd and a lack of having sex with my wife. I can't even say it's a lack of sex drive. I still don't really understand it. I'm attracted to my wife. The best way I can describe it for me is I'm lost in my thoughts and time flies by. For me it's loud noises or...