Recent content by Hideycave

Thanks it does mean a lot that everyone is so supportive and understanding. Words cant express just how good.

Thanks TonyG i went to see a psych, but also a relief.

Thanks so much, @Saetva and @hodge I feel less alone already!

I'm glad to hear it, altough I'm anxious of talking to someone about it. Thanks!

Hi community, I have recently come to terms the fact that I have unaddressed issues from my past, and I dont want to pretend I'm ok anymore...at least I dont seem to be able keep it all in and wrapped up. This is not easy for me to admit and deal with, so I'm just looking for inspiration and...

I was a victim of domestic violence as a child, i never dealt with because i felt that i seserved what i got, i had done wrong. Im only now seeking help because im starting to act the same way. And i do not want to be that monster!

I can also relate to this, my good memories feel faded and worn, the bad are much richer in feeling and sensation, although i may have blocked images away the moment they occurred.